Chapter 29: mitment

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    &qt;tentnky!&qt;

    attent,bywedgretgrttde

    i,nyrpepleetbetylylyln,dtrwerererlengrywtteweeretdbetylde

    bteere,erepetedlyelpederelftteteeldelekenbdbretfrer

    nwmsntngbygnebebyglwlleerget,wndbtedlygretgdnewfrby

    &qt;llrgt,ygyrebyi'llgfrt!&qt;

    attte,ms**ledpltely,ebetylnpply

    &qt;dn'tywnttt;

    yettdpndgedfewtenprpe

    indeed,fedntbeedy,ifrdbywldvebeenngrywtteeldegn

    betyln,ewllfrerl**tefferfrt

    &qt;dn'te!ttty,teeldereeytfl,ndyknwttteeenntbeffended!&qt;

    altgbyverygrtefltyetfrngfrwrdfrertrtlent,tlre

    iteetteveryebetylnfrpltrgeryrperwfferefrerweftre

    attewedkyppernlyntfrd,btlverytrngelf-nfdene

    &qt;dn'twrry,ebndfteelde,lnginnedy,iwllteerwenbllyy!&qt;

    yetpttedelfndlenlypred

    heedtbetfntrlftng,btnwl,en'ttnddlyby

    attte,yetedeverytr

    by,wwntedelne,wyetrepedelteertprted,ndeventrlerelf

    attent,byftledtrted

    &qt;wyreylkt?&qt;

    yetndveredby'nly,**le

    ijtddlttleelpsewn'tflle,wlle?

    attte,yetverynfed

    hwever,erttgtfe-grlfrelttlep

    altgebeenwyfre-grlfrendfrlngte,eden'dgter-n-lw,bttereltg

    tnkngft,yetddenlybeeld,elderwne

    altgdrngtperd,byelpedelfntrdeerwrkndtkgdrefelftwrk,frerfrendp,ndnytngldntbenfed

    &qt;n,tybetttereentwrklttletred,ndin'tretttfrwle!&qt;

    attent,bywedeagrl,ewveryfrdttwtewtnkngwldbeeentrgbyter,epellytenelked

    byjtpretelklkeeddn'tknw,btyetddn'trebtt

    &qt;well,ftere'nyldywn'tlvetre,i'lltkereftfry!&qt;

    attenegent

    afterll,eteedrgkng,tlveteepeple?

    hwever,ftererngt,byddntepre,bteretlyverederfekndppypperne

    bybeeylndtrfrletwtedgntrenddgntre,ndnntvdfferngfrengernwelt

    btnwttterenwllngtgrder,wnerefe?

    &qt;dn'twff!itmsretlktvette,ndi'frdewldn'tvewllwedtelyfederldy!&qt;

    attte,prtetyet,bypredbnfldwtern,tt,tpreventfrdngtngtplvere,regrdlefteneqene

    &qt;wt?ddn'ttefrermrtllbebede;yetretrted

    mrever,,byfeltttbyddntknwgdpeplehedwrkedrdtelpergetngryttedtrnederfendtrnedwyfrter

    hedtgtttwrellywn'ertneedle

    &qt;dn'tbeprdftterlymrlbkgrnd!&qt;

    attte,byddenlyreeberedng,tt,befre,yetkedmrtebkteeereveryterweek,edtttwltte

    &qt;wtetlytebkgrndfmr?&qt;

    attte,yetwednfedlk,ndewlveryrbttebkgrndftenbendmr

    afterll,tpletelypblefrwnnttrelynefln

    &qt;idn'tker!&qt;

    nw,bywverywrredlk

    &qt;ydn'tevenknwwty'retllwrredbtereareylttlenerv?&qt;

    yetfndttbydwrkedtrddy,leentve

    attee,byeeedtreeberetng

    &qt;bytewy,ireeber!&qt;

    &qt;teettmr'bndgeetttereretllltfpeplendererndyrellyvetberefl!&qt;

    byretgetp

    &qt;idn'tbelevettmrrellydretbtere?&qt;

    yetwededdnifmrettrble,ewldtrgly

    serbetfle,energly

    tyettlltere,jttetwweretlkng,bgtrkddeebetyln,ndgrpfleenwtteelppeddenlyjpeddwrk

    tenberfenwbtfewdzen,ylnwpkednnefellwp

    teendedlryprtrtppedttedrftebetyln,eelbrrepetfllypeeprtr

    betweefewbret,wfeedwr

    tepernweerewnwmr,wdbeefedbyyetbefre

    mr'benderwrld,knwnbrterjngndhlngpterntblefrwymrllyedtbengggedbefrendfterwerenitndtkndfnger?

    afterbeedbybetydtr,neewlplyedbyntr,mrldneverwllwtbret,eqklyllednerbndndwntederbndtelperelft

    abteerewnternllybrlynntpfteelr,wtterrbleentnbdy