Chapter 38: anger

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    &qt;wnyledwpeplelket!&qt;

    yetd,&qt;ftdn'tbeenfrbypllngelf,ewldvegdektgetjtefrtereeptnt&qt;

    &qt;wt?tewrldtejngle,ndmrwngrtewfeffrelettetynwen'tffrdtffendt!&qt;

    byyt'lkedefltedblfterll,tegpbetweenterelwrldywrldntlttlebt,n*****,yvetgetedttlttlebt

    &qt;idn'tbelevein'tretmrwngrtdy!&qt;

    afteryeterdt,lngepldedfteywerengry,ndteerftndqklywlkednttepleweremrwngrw

    by,wwntedeltngweregngtgbd,nregrdleferge

    attte,wfeylnwttwtly

    &qt;tedtrylngdttiven'tbeenerefrlngterveyterwete,i'lltelllwngtbytbetyldwn!&qt;

    sdmrwngr,wwngryndddnttteeple

    attent,yngndndefgrewtengerdlyetmrwngr

    &qt;reymrwng?&qt;

    weelegntmrwngry,fntverywellntrlled,erellywlpmrwngr,wlder

    ofre,itletn,yntngwllntdtwn,tbttlne

    hwever,wenty,edevettkegdrefmrwngr,ttmrwngrwllntberrgntnddneerngwereverewllgre

    &qt;reytedtrftbetyln?&qt;

    mrwngr**ledwe,ndldkepl

    itlnrlfrrwfelkettkeepfewlttlewtefetdenenwle

    weetrngeeye,edltfgebpllver,ndterewheldntepbkfewtep,bnlykeepngdtnefrmrwngr,ndbkwetngldly

    it'dgtngtttddle-gedwyte!

    &qt;mrwng,wtnidfrywerbetyln?&qt;

    yetked,rtn

    btitlln'tntrlteer

    &qt;i'vebeentrnngyellwrendrereentlybeei'vebeentkngprtfreqentlyi'dlkeytelpetrlebt!&qt;

    w'ndwtternd,tedevl'nd

    yet,eeedtgetntwterelf,wfrdtvdt,eteppedbkfewtepbk

    &qt;nprble,gveyfewnfllgen,ndyrfewllrever!&qt;

    yetd

    attteerelzedtttepprtntyfrreveerll,mrwngrdjtlppedtereeptntntep,wdetetteetree

    &qt;tenrrypi'nrrytgttefternnprty!&qt;

    mrwngrwyetengederppernendbeerendrengry

    &qt;dn'twrry,iwn'tdelyyfrttendy!&qt;

    attewedtreftreery

    tenmrwngrlyngtblendledereye,wtngfryettelperllgen

    yetwveryklledntkngtfewpeefllgenfrtepbrd,ewbtt

    &qt;y'rentrellygngtfgttmrwngr,rey?&qt;

    attte,byqklytppedyet,wwredytllgenwternd

    &qt;fre!&qt;

    yetnddedndrepled,nttref

    &qt;twngtedevelper,,ytmrwngr!&qt;

    bytgtbttndd

    afterll,tepwerftwell-kedevelpertrtftedrgnbrter,elyntnqeredbyfre

    &qt;wt?i'gngtkebedent,t!&qt;

    yetwedveryfrlk,fnneldperdettrnbk

    mrwngr,wwlyngflt,wedveryptentppernewenepenedereyendwttbywtpp,ewntngrytteent

    &qt;wereddtewldgrldrettptebetydtrfrllgen?itredft!&qt;

    wenmrwngrwbylkngbtlve,erederndndlppedbynfrntfer

    bywlttlegtffgrdafterldry,terewbldyplprflfe

    yetwtwngrwtbgttby,wfrtteetree

    &qt;i'llgveynplgytbynnte,rywn'tbleefrbe;

    yetngrlytrewtellgennndttegrnd,ndtrbrketnbdy

    tw,verndvergn,gtttedlppedby

    byreevedlpntepl,verederwllenfe,eyeedggrevedter

    herbdykedplttle

    &qt;weverlppedbyyternnr!&qt;

    &qt;iveeneyere,evenftgveyentll!&qt;

    intedfplgzng,mrwngrtkttkftkbnkntefrerwlletndfellnby'felkeeletlflwer

    yetwdretlynfrtedwemrwngrdntnlyntplgzed,btttedwbertl

    &qt;i'gngtteylentdy,!&qt;

    atteedleevedt

    &qt;n!&qt;

    altgbywlpped,eddn'twndpfrerelf,btweyetwredytdt,twtlte

    &qt;pp!&qt;

    arper

    yetredlpndtmrwngrntefe

    aftermrwngrwlppedntefe,ewfrgtenedndllysedbeendneerngfrlngte,ndfrtefrtteeter

    &qt;telpped,igvetbktyfrtereeptnt!&qt;

    &qt;igveybktlpfrbynw!&qt;

    aftertt,yetredndndlppedt,ndteeterdefmrwngr'eek

    aftermrwngrwlppedtwe,ereyewereflledwtlttletrsewlppednrlenple,f,tenrt

    afterbywttyetdtmrwwetreelyreleved,refwrrynereye

    afterll,wngrtewfefrelettedevelper,ntnlypwerfl,btlrryngtklltedtrwbetyprlrplepnngnnt

    &qt;gdby,fydn'tkneeldwdy,dn'tbleefrterngdwyl;

    tengernmrwngr'ertwbrnngttewlppedtwendy