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    &qt;yet,let'plgzeafterll,peplevetbwteredeeve!&qt;byd

    nwttmrwngregnederpperneretenngptl,byknwttteyrentewekdendnlytretkeend

    &qt;evenfweplgze,ntenfedpeplewllneverfrgve!&qt;

    altgyetdtwttrrgntnddneerngmrwngfrlngte,elkmrwelyntgdtbble

    oeywedewekne,mrwngwldepelkeprn,ndewldteg,revenntenfy!

    btfrpeplelkemrweentlenerp

    beeperntyplbllyndfrdfrd,llyeeeerperegrndbervent

    &qt;well,i'llltenty!&qt;

    aftererngt,byfeltttyetdveryre,enddedededtyet'de

    afterll,ejtwnndneperenendelngwttng

    abtfewer,terewrrfreedr,endedlryprtrtppedttedrftebetyln

    abtfeweedrftelryblepened

    andeddle-gednedweddle-gedndferl'wtnttenb

    bendwngtnbwereeverlbrlyennt,t,endeepeplewerenebdygrdredbymrwng'bndn

    &qt;wtfretgnndvelk!&qt;

    wtwvefnd,wngtnbtkbdygrderrftebetylereeptnttpped,eg

    tetdewfewtbdygrd

    &qt;t'rellye,bnd,tt,tbynfrntfywnttbllye!&qt;

    wenmrwngwerbndng,ewedlkfwekneebedeltendlynerbnd'rellbterbllyng

    wngr'bndveryfe-vngpern,nnteewfeblled

    terefre,fterltenngtwted,wngtnbwfrtne,werelverypr

    &qt;gdby,dyknwttntnynenbllynynewewfenykng?&qt;

    &qt;fydretveteertntldtdy,teniwllkny!&qt;wngtnbdngrly

    &qt;twlerlyyrwfewterfrt,nditkgdrefyrwfesewwrngedndnwndernyneeleseblederelffreverytng!&qt;

    attefelttttebndfmrwngnfrntfwlnrenbled

    &qt;evenftere'nytngfe,innlyteylen,ndt'ntyrtrn,yryby!&qt;

    wngtnbwttyetwntfrdfelftll,nddderefrpre

    veryrwtyngnrelly

    afterll,wngtetyebetpepley,eenltfbgene,ndntrllyetwtnyftedrgn

    wenwngt,efndttterdnrybywwerngtrefplendr,wdebdygrdely

    &qt;itgttwnfrtdy,itgtyrwfelen!ifyvenytngtd,yetenddn'tbterny;

    yetwedttedttkerepnbltyafterll,tpnt,ndtwplypbletrevert

    &qt;vetebll!&qt;

    &qt;btdn'ttnki'llletyg!&qt;

    &qt;ebdy,tketbybki'gngttelen!&qt;

    attendfwngtnb,tebrlybdygrdbendtkfftertdretly,ndterdlerdtnewereepedtter

    attte,tebdygrd,lkerzybyet

    weejetpwerreleedbyteebrlyefeltttteepeplewereenng,ndfteyddntdne,iwfrdttteywldtletbebetenwtbredfetdy

    ofre,ewnttekertetpblete,eplledtfewlverneedlendpppedtetwtfnger

    afterfewwzze,teflynglverneedledretlyttebrlyenwde

    sntebdefteebrlyerfedteywere,ndeveryenple

    alltebdygrdldeyddntknwwtgteyngnded

    inft,yetddntedtelverneedlenndtgvetepntfteebdygrdtlve,ttteepepleldntvenple

    &qt;w;

    afterbywyetplyngndgn,eyefledtrgerftelttletr,wnglkfgretwrp

    &qt;wtt?it'jttrk!&qt;

    yet**ledgently,teeteftefrnteprykng'bk,terelbltye

    ifytketteedlkllttvetefleeded,i'frdbywllberpredttwe,nwllbeded

    &qt;wtveydyen?&qt;

    wngtnbrgnllyfeltttteyngnnfrntfwnl,btftereengjttlelfrent

    ifteyngndjtnledlvernek,ewldvededlngg

    frtntely,yetdevenyleifyetdtedefkllng,iwldvebeenlyngntegrndlngg

    &qt;ntngijtwbeqetfrwlendnttdtrbwttetwfreyng!&qt;

    yetked,refee

    &qt;wtdywnt?&qt;

    wngtwfewelendddntelpreernnywyevedelldylngtelpgetnttrble,twplygretlvngtrere

    &qt;wtdywnttd?&qt;

    &qt;id,tegtyrwfebefrewtgetjtebk,ndnwidtgn,nditllwntjtebk!&qt;

    afteryetdt,etrnedrndndtdpwtve,wnglttlefreendeyppernenbdy

    &qt;dreykwwyy?&qt;

    altgwngtetyn,epwerflndltfqenderwrld

    aftereengttyet'kllwtrng,eddenlydtedeft

    &qt;i'ntedpi'jt**lldtr'tntylnn,i'teffldtrwjttrnedfrntrtdy!&qt;

    yetrretedwtedd

    &qt;well,t'jtbetydtrwjtbeereglrwrkerwtkndfqlftlkte?&qt;

    afterlten'rerk,wngtelyde

    hefndttteyngnnfrntfwntngbtredngfewellnebkndlerttetll

    nlly,wngtnbtgtttteyngnnfrntfwterfelberetntt,teferg

    &qt;reeng,tperfett,,wtkndfwfewtkndfbnd!&qt;

    yetwttlfelttttprfnbbybndndwfenfrntfte,rlple

    helfndttterelettedevelpernfrntf,tefreqebeteetbeebnrl,detlngrfprerendbndll,reltprble

    heldfeeltttwldntbelerelettedevelperded

    &qt;t'ntyrtrntteelen,&qt;ed

    nwwngtnbwedblndtknek,betfternteddlefpeesddelttletfbret

    &qt;relly?tewkedwllenedy!&qt;

    &qt;jtbeeyveertttk,ifeellketwn'tbelngbefreyde!&qt;

    afteryetwtegrpyppererelettedevelper,everfedde

    tgy'ertlredybd,pledwtgrpyteper,ifrdttndtnwllbeelerted

    sreeng,twn'tlngbefrewngtewlttletfbret,ppeddretly,ndepperedple

    teend,wngtnbfegrnd