Chapter 359: abjection
altgttee,btolwrry,etredtyetltentelrgeredbld,tereble
&p;qt;ydreqkly&p;qt;olytretedtndndplledyet'drerd,ppdretly
yetwdrggedlttleelplebyoly,btlerert,yetnddedndd,&p;qt;ye,i'll&p;qt;
lketttdefteple,yely**ledndd,&p;qt;geddenlyrredtettidet,iwldn'tbteryndywfe&p;qt;
yetlkedbktylttledrtnneyendd,&p;qt;g,dn'tbettred&p;qt;
&p;qt;t!&p;qt;ynhrellyrep**lendtrnededndrnt
anynhrellyleft,yetedtelyplledolntrbefredrnkngtewddeeffy,btnwtereretlleleftnbdy
olwnfedbyyet,ndwenelkedp,ewyet'eyetrngterdretly,wtnnderbblefeelngneye,ndoly'fegrdllytrnedred
weedy,ollkedttepepletnderwterlk,ndddeedndflbetwee'wtwtngerb!betnnltng!
yetwpletely,btwjttwtedtepnwnlt,ndtwtekndttldbepletelygnred
yetjt**ledndggedolygnntrellwtertetwenddelyerdeftell,debyde,ndnnd
&p;qt;tegftver,ndt'tefretgettfere&p;qt;yetlkedttngjn,wepkwell,ndntrllyeterttewredytleve
heryewlevng,tngjn'feedtelyreveledntfyng,&p;qt;wyft?&p;qt;wllynttyfrfewredy?&p;qt;
yetkedlgtlyndtgtfwtwpledpt'vewlttleldndd,&p;qt;tereretllltftngttven'tbee&p;qt;
yetlredydtt,tngjnntrllyty,fterll,terewllbenytngtdeverydy,wewtedn?
hwever,tegrttdentngjn'ertntbeenfllyepreed,nnlyfllwyet'debeenbrkenndd:&p;qt;rellytnky,fntfry,iwlddy'glry,tnkyrfterfrytrnng&p;qt;
yetwdbytngjntveede,yet**ledndpttedtngjnntelderndd,&p;qt;llrgt,ynrtdybeeyrewllngtwrkrd&p;qt;
tngjn'fewetreelyerndd,&p;qt;n,tbeeyrfterwllngtgveeidyllttnkttenrblegenerl&p;qt;
tngjnrellygrtefltyetfrteifyetdntbeenelpngbefre,tngjngtvebeengnwhwedtbenbfedwrrepet?!
lkngttngjn'pertenttttde,yetldnly**lendy,&p;qt;frgett,dn'trgewtybttivetknyndtti'rtfpepletddywnttg?&p;qt;
tepeplerndtebllyveterwntngtdyetwgwenzngsnwfned
hwever,nwtttngjedtfgt,ttefrttpwldbebettertlevettterttngjniftngjnndgdjb,ptnwllberetblere
tngjnntrllyetreelyppyty:&p;qt;ye!&p;qt;ofreybrdntewldlket!pleeretredttyrbrdntewllpletetetkyvetlde!&p;qt;
yet**ledndd,&p;qt;well,i'llgveytenfrterdtwelldn'tletedwn&p;qt;
tngjn'vewldttewrrtteverynelderndy,&p;qt;ye!&p;qt;yrhnr!&p;qt;
afterretrnelybegntrttteevdezngsnndojngtndbrgtbkfrte**lltwpltettelfly
aleevdejrnd**ll,beendpbledrdelne
telflylredyttepftetr,pledwtteevdeeyvednefrrebdtngtzenknewbefre,ereplded
aelfly,tepleflyddtebdtngvelbeeeedy,zenlei,bllydtetwfle
&p;qt;iddn'tepettetwfletlklkedgndgtllkndfrtydette,wtlklkebgn,ndtllydddrtywrkbendterbk!&p;qt;
&p;qt;teteflhwepeplef**lltwnffered?iftdntbee'ttentelpte,teywldtllbeppreed&p;qt;
&p;qt;iteteljndteple!ivebeeebefre,teyvetkee,ndlbrkeyleg,kedyetertwfle,gdletelfeelydepr!&p;qt;
tengerfzelyffetedlndgng,btnjtfewdy,terrepleted
irvewtdrwnptl,freegntte,reegertellterenterndlttlefter,nttpere,nttpere,nlylfftebdgettlletterefbtfterfle
wtteqtnflndgng'twjrgrp,yet'pelygrewlt,wttertwrenngrerevlble,epgrdllyvngtwrdtenllevel
lndgng,wwerebgtbypntk,werelpletelyebrledrggle,ltngllterenngprperty,ndeveryflywntedpeeftepe
lyyeepeplenfrntfwfgtterflefrlttleprftndfgtfrbldflwtelk**le,ndterewfntttefdne
&p;qt;rdlbtevenlttlebtfprftwrtfgtngfr?&p;qt;
wenlyyngfnedyeereppebebrnfl'ldrennfrntfrgngwtteyngergenfterbrwqrreleddretlyfrtenftndfyn
telfeftebrnwrebrbr,rgglefrpyltrengtwplyntprbletteftetdentfrfly,weldrenwereknkeddwe
tenftebreegrndndd,&p;qt;dytnkwelerefyreteterfrflynw?&p;qt;apenwtrntgdken!yldknwwereyrenw!&p;qt;
&p;qt;penwtrntgdken&p;qt;awkeeldrenftbrn,lyyednkngbtwtdppeeedy
lyyngneverbeeerlflypletelyfentn,tebgflyftepteedtettll
tnkbttgeygt,teywllepretgeftepttewwereblledbyteetwll
everedftept,tlkelyttteywllbeblledreerlylyyelytrnedeyendfwy
oerde,tenygrpjtgllyyeewtwgngnwt,ldngteneynndndntngtgn